Procrastination

Been ditzing around for almost two hours. Half hearted attempt at paper numero dos. It will be fine, but I simply cannot get past the first paragraph. I sound pompous and presumptuous; which I guess I am, but am certain it will not "grade" well. Been waiting to watch figure skating. Mommy Dearest still in major pout mode and is hanging onto the remote for dear life. I'll never figure out what is up with that woman. But am tired of feeling like the big fat waste of life she seems to think I am. This sobbing at four in the morning has got to stop. One of the results is that I am almost too tired to wait up anymore for figure skating. Been anticipating Angry Sisters to make the phone calls I thought they were going to make. Could be dramatic wrongness on my part here, too. Alas, I'm really going to miss them. (See "waste of life" comment above.) Never expected a UN negotiation from those two. Supreme disappointment. Did get to spend a few hours with one of my precious daughters this morning and that felt sensational. I'll never procrastinate where those girls are concerned.