CBT

I can't help but wonder:  If I know deep down I didn't really want it why am I so disappointed that I'm not going to get it?  That's not my population anyway; and somebody who actually calls herself "Doctor So and So" is probably too edgy for the likes of me.  But after playing phone tag so tenaciously I expected a bit more enthusiasm.  There was no humor there.

Words make the difference.  There is no truth; there is only belief.  Start where you are.  Work from strength.  Yeah, yeah, yeah.  Nobody said this shit was easy.  Never give up on your client even if the client is yourself.

Along those lines I have started yet another avocado pit.  It was delicious in the most perfect chicken sandwich.  Twice!

I figure if I really believe in the stuff I've learned already and the stuff I am learning now I can try even this at least one more time.  Hope springs.  Faith and CBT tell me to keep going.  Loins girded.