Have come to the conclusion that I am at the end of things.
Medically I have examined every nook and cranny I can locate.
Financially the doors have closed.
Emotionally I am destroyed.
I have always thought of myself as a fairly strong individual. Those skills have eluded me. I am in a morass of misery and pain. So dramatic, eh? Yeah, I guess. But it seems apparent.
Prayer is not comforting or helps me to understanding anything. If I am the joke created by the heavens above then I have had quite enough. This is a lesson that is not helping me. And if it is a lesson for someone else I do not care.
In social studies we are taught that there is always hope in any circumstance. I don't think I believe that anymore. And being robbed of even hope is more daunting than I think I can endure.
Medically I have examined every nook and cranny I can locate.
Financially the doors have closed.
Emotionally I am destroyed.
I have always thought of myself as a fairly strong individual. Those skills have eluded me. I am in a morass of misery and pain. So dramatic, eh? Yeah, I guess. But it seems apparent.
Prayer is not comforting or helps me to understanding anything. If I am the joke created by the heavens above then I have had quite enough. This is a lesson that is not helping me. And if it is a lesson for someone else I do not care.
In social studies we are taught that there is always hope in any circumstance. I don't think I believe that anymore. And being robbed of even hope is more daunting than I think I can endure.
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